Sometimes I find it so very difficult to remain positive when there is so much negativity going on in the world, media, and my community. It's so easy for me to lash out with my FIST in the Air: "Screaming Justice for Everyone". But then I am quickly reminded by God's Word The Holy Bible that ALL are sinners... That everyone, especially Me is in need of God's Grace. More than that I need constant Forgiveness, and well Guidance. I know that God is the one in charge of my life if I allow Him. But I have to say I find the WHOLE Journey of Sanctification frustrating and tiresome... I know that my Spiritual Transformation is a life work but I am one that THRIVES off meeting deadlines so the mere Concept of NEVER being able to CONTRIBUTE or reach a Deadline is like walking on broken glass with no socks!
I CRAVE the ability to truly Forgive and to let go of past issues but something in me believes that if I forgive then I'm saying that the wrongs that happened to me are either nonexistent or are no longer relevant. I know that God is the ONLY one that can give true Justice but sometimes I want the COURT system, Media, and others to take VERBAL responsibility.
Having such strong opinions put Me in a very sticky situation because I am often the perpetrator of Harsh words. I need to allow the Holy Spirit to quiet my lips when tempted to just FLY off the handle. I need to learn to listen more than I speak. There are so many things I need God to Fix in Me. I just hope that I don't allow my stubborn nature to keep me from the Blessings that I know God has in store for My life...
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